Wednesday, June 2, 2010

and i die and you die



And I die and you die

And a baby lies in a plastic cage with a hole cut out for his mother's hand. She does not hear him crying, but sits beside him in a wooden chair, not sleeping, not listening.  It is his own hell until the third day, when he finds the energy to open his eyes and sees the rows of other babies beside him.  All of them are alone, just like him, and his crying stops and he sleeps

And I die and you die

And the earth spins and some of us have trouble getting up in the morning. And this mother visits less often because it is easier to forget and because his skin is so soft, so soft, that if she felt it she would not be able to stop.

And I die and you die

And the baby beside him, when he was born, looked at me and asked me with his mind if I loved him and I nodded and wrapped him tightly in a blanket.  And all around him swirled the voices of his brothers and sisters and his mama moaned with pain and all I could do was nod as his tiny blue lips searched for his own fingers.  He found them, but not his breath, not then.  Not his voice

And I die and you die

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